Fragile and Smile

Let's we take a breath for a while when fragile heart shadows our life. Never think to pull back from the way we are walking through. Sometimes, each day not always seems nice but at least we still have some air to inhale and exhale.

I always feel new day in each day. Sunshine day, smile of people, fresh of air, nice friends of mine, and good thoughts in everytime i woke up in the morning. Don't keep the promise that you will do surely one thing in tomorrow. Just say, "I hope i can doing better in tomorrow morning." Nothing surely in this life. You should know that.

Hmmmmm....i really like this air. I could see my smile featuring every leaf on the trees. I had found big changes in my mind and I am glad I found this time. Yet despite no one seeing now at least time has choose being in my side, so far.

Wow....where is the fragile goes by? I think, it hides somewhere and scary be back to the people who always fought for strenghten of heart. No so easy for first to be honest, but, since we keep on our mind there is always happiness even in bad times, I am surely we could passing through this moments with ONLY one WORD: SMILE

Yang 'Ku Tunggu

Lagu dari Anggun ini memberikan sebuah makna tentang penantian akan datangnya cinta sejati. Karena cinta sejati adalah sesuatu yang bersifat sublim dan kedalaman maknanya terkadang tak bisa dipahami oleh sebagian besar orang. Duhai, para pencinta, yakinlah akan cinta sejati dari dirimu karena suatu ketika belahan jiwamu akan datang memanggil meski engkau bersama dengan orang lain. Itulah CINTA..!!!


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Lelah kuberjalan menelusuri hari,
Menunggu sesuatu tuk melupakanmu,
Wajah-wajah telah datang dan telah pergi,
Tetap kusendiri dan merindukanmu...

Ku ingin mengerti,
Bahwa rasa itu bisa berhenti...

Yang aku tunggu,
Masih kucari,
Yang aku tunggu,
Tuk hilangkan rasa sepi
Akan aku tunggu,
Datangnya hari,
Ku kan menunggu,
Saatnya jatuh cinta lagi...

Kulihat wajahmu di bayang embun pagi,
Ku dengar suaramu dihembusan bayu,
Mungkinkah kembali hati yang telah pergi,
Mekarkah kembali bunga yang telah layu...

Kan ku coba mengerti,
Bahwa rasa itu bisa berganti...

Yang aku tunggu,
Masih kucari,
Yang aku tunggu,
Tuk hilangkan rasa sepi
Akan aku tunggu,
Datangnya hari,
Ku kan menunggu,
Saatnya jatuh cinta lagi...

Akan kutunggu,
Masih percaya,
Aku menunggu,
Rasa itu pasti kan tiba..
Tetap kutunggu,
Tak kan berhenti,
Ku kan menunggu...
Saatnya jatuh cinta lagi..

Jangan lepas lagi..jangan sampai hilang,
Nanti akan tiba,nanti pasti datang...

Ku kan menunggu....(dirimu,engkaulah seorang yang aku tunggu 2x )

Purest of Heart

Friends is our treasure no matter what will happen, they always stay with us. No matter we live in other side of the world, friend always stay in our heart, our thoughts. And real friends which is that they can feel what other people cannot feel it, they sweep away our tears with gentle, and do not care if you are good or bad. They still beside you and support what you do. This is poem from my friend, Ron, and i am very delight he wrote proper poem with his genuine heart. He knew well when i was sad and always gave me good response even i was in bad mood.


There are, out there among us,
Those of good nature and grace
That embodies the best of our kind,
And give me hope for the human race

They can make us better people,
These people of character and resolve
By showing us what we can be,
And how we, too, can evolve

For these people are like walking,
Talking balls of pure sunshine
A wink or a smile from one, and
All your troubles can be put behind

That infectious positive attitude
Shines right through your skin
And before you know it,
You feel it coming from within

They are so nice all the time
It’s hard to believe they are for real
But you can know that they are
By the way that they make you feel

They are the purest of heart
Bearing no malice to any
Radiating such positive energy,
And touching the lives of many

Ron Fryer
3/23/08
Inspired by Widi (she is one)


PS: We are friend forever Ron,no one can change it.

Crumbly Heart

We thought that we can strain away the pain
We thought we can ruin all matters with only sweeping away
We live in a wacky world
And we are failed to standing up for victory

Tears is not enough to clean stain misery from the hole of heart
We are in hurry to prone to consider the better circumtances
We are irritated with an alter ego that lead us to live in hell

Let's crumbly heart hanging on for awhile
Seize the day in touchful mood
We heard slightly string of the guitar's sound

We barely in the shadow of the dark
And We missed our lovers in a secrecy moment
To love and be loved is the greatest happiness

Left the foot steps behind and no desire to looking back
We are in separated moments to achieved those feelings
We were born in intimacy love and make it fear us to let love goes away
There is always a new sun in our life starting our first breath with smile

Save The Best For Last

One of my fave songs....


Sometimes the snow comes down in june
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
I see the passion in your eyes
Sometimes its all a big surprise
cause there was a time when all I did was wish
Youd tell me this was love
Its not the way I hoped or how I planned
But somehow its enough

And now were standing face to face
Isnt this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

All of the nights you came to me
When some silly girl had set you free
You wondered how youd make it through
I wondered what was wrong with you

cause how could you give your love to someone else
And share your dreams with me
Sometimes the very thing youre looking for
Is the one thing you cant see

And now were standing face to face
Isnt this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

Sometimes the very thing youre looking for
Is the one thing you cant see

Sometimes the snow comes down in june
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

You went and saved the best for last

Tears in My Heart

Well, pretty hard to say, this, but i think i hurted my lovely soulmate. I couldnt understand why there is something inside my self drive me through argued something. I tried to halted anything before all going worse. I couldnt handled my self. I was so mean.

I will trying to do the best as wish as i could. That i caught my self into so selfish. In other side, so difficult to tell him i am not sweet girl so he barried talking anything with me. But i dont want seems i like all those things cuz i want to be perfect in his eyes. God, its not my own way.

Sometimes, i think, maybe i am not his dream girl. But keep thinking about this make me hurt and feelin' to die. Just imagined him be with other girl shaking my feeling and choosing let it go. But, can i be so selfish if he will not happy with me? cannot share anything with me? how bad i am.

I could feel he was very dissapointed cuz i didnt understand about his worried. I argued with my stubborn and not let him feel in peace. I know that already, i am just give bad influenced to him. As i said before to him, i just brought bad things for people, But he didnt understand what i said.

I know, i am just burden to him. A while he thinking about us, i am just thinking about my self. I was crying to remembered that, and sometimes thought crossed on my mind, why he met me, someone, with bad influenced?

I have nothing to say more. I am so guilty to make him feel sad but i am too obstinated to let him know i had bad feeling because i hurted him. Oh, God, i wish i never met him. I loved him so much and always forever but maybe he deserved good girl and someone who really understood him in good way. Not like me.

PS: People says, Nothing Last Forever But My Heart and My Love Always Forever for Him.

Stone on Someone

i had nice thing to say. this all about small stone i found when walked around for got some freshy air. Not much know about stone including me. I am just simple girl and went out for something new. I never thought i would find curious stone on my way. None of Us will be know what will be found on road. We just know there should be something new out there prepared for us.

Then i brought this stone to my home, touched it, wondering, why such stone like this i found near my foosteps. This stone very unique seems there are sparkling light out into it. I guise at, rowling my eyes, and make sure there was nothing special on it. But why my heart so close with it?

Stone sometimes refer to rock. It made by some particles, minerals, and maybe the texture of the constituent particles and by the processes that formed them. I love to say stone, because it sounds very strengthen and powerfull. Stone refer to standing on principle or might be solid heart.

I knew already then why God had intention i found stone because stone sometimes being shaped into people. I knew it that stone build on into someone i have knowledge about him and i cannot denied he is stone in many things. Like in his heart,thought,principle, and even in love.

Two of Us

Look at me more please and i will telling you there was so much things you should know. When flowers bloosom at May and spread the scent then mantled me with it i am really naturally woman in every single day u ever seen before. Needs comfy, related, and sometimes need to be pampered.

I dont need more belongings for. Seems not important to said but it wasnt word i said for executed. When i felt alone i could seeking you for secure me. Maybe, in that day, i could say not have own emotional with you. Like When moon covered by cloud. But, there was reason, why i shall hiding more for makes my feel unbreakable.

Today, asking me about some tough question maybe couldnt heal your sad about me and my own feeling. But, remember, times would recorded our wishing, send to sky, and go back to earth in different way. Well, i could be anywhere and belong's to you ever. Just two of Us. Wherever your soul are been formed into star, stone, land,flowers, and might be formed being my heart. No one knows....