Crumbly Heart

We thought that we can strain away the pain
We thought we can ruin all matters with only sweeping away
We live in a wacky world
And we are failed to standing up for victory

Tears is not enough to clean stain misery from the hole of heart
We are in hurry to prone to consider the better circumtances
We are irritated with an alter ego that lead us to live in hell

Let's crumbly heart hanging on for awhile
Seize the day in touchful mood
We heard slightly string of the guitar's sound

We barely in the shadow of the dark
And We missed our lovers in a secrecy moment
To love and be loved is the greatest happiness

Left the foot steps behind and no desire to looking back
We are in separated moments to achieved those feelings
We were born in intimacy love and make it fear us to let love goes away
There is always a new sun in our life starting our first breath with smile

Sejuta Cita di Duka

Bukanlah sebuah kesedihan yang datang menyayat sukma. Tetapi rasa kebahagiaan yang datang sepenggal kemudian pergi tak berjejak. Adakah satu kata yang bisa terucapkan lagi jika laknat cinta telah menjadi angkara dari sebuah ketidakmengertian?

Aku telah melihat bahaya kesedihan itu datang sejak horizon bumi masih memerah saga oleh mentari. Tapi, saat itu, aku hanya berharap bahwa kesedihan itu hanya berupa fantasi pagi hari dan akan segera lenyap seperti embun tersaput sinar matahari.

Namun, sedih itu sepertinya bilah pisau yang tertancap di setiap irisan jantung dan mengoyak serpihan hati yang telah lama retak. Sudahlah, karena ikatan apapun tak akan mampu merekatkan luka yang sudah lama tertikam oleh sembilu

Distance of Sorrow

My Lord, i drowning now in nowhere, there many sadness through over me. Where is rope will put out me from misery. I was silent in my sorrow there was words unspoken. I sat and put my head lie down and lift up my hands and begged on you, My Lord.

If it is way to be close with You, My Lord, i will follow that sorrow and i will not ask cure of it. I only lonely girl with subtle wish for my own willing. Sometimes, i need favour from You, My Lord, removed my painfull and bring me into peace on earth, where neither pain nor hurt content on me.

But, Beloved of Mine, i will not mind if sorrow is your desire. I through walk with this pain to reach You, My Lord. I was attempt to avoid these things and now I saw it was test for me how deep my Love for You. My Lord, I digg in so far in my life and i this time, only one i need is You.

In my emptiness, I need You, My Lord, The One in my existance and the only one to Alive inside me.

Song of the Suling

Aug10 2007 for: Widiya Buana. By: Khalil Ali


The song of the suling,

Cries…

Crooning the story of my longing,

To be again, with you…


Yet, instead of the sadness,

With it’s desire to kill me;

I place you in my Hati,

As an Idol!


I long for you with,

Happiness…

And I busy my life with good works;

Preparing for the day of our, re-Union.


As it is for you, so it is with God.

My longing for you and my Love,

are but a reflection of the yearning I hold,

To be again, with our Allah! Amin.

Two of Us

Look at me more please and i will telling you there was so much things you should know. When flowers bloosom at May and spread the scent then mantled me with it i am really naturally woman in every single day u ever seen before. Needs comfy, related, and sometimes need to be pampered.

I dont need more belongings for. Seems not important to said but it wasnt word i said for executed. When i felt alone i could seeking you for secure me. Maybe, in that day, i could say not have own emotional with you. Like When moon covered by cloud. But, there was reason, why i shall hiding more for makes my feel unbreakable.

Today, asking me about some tough question maybe couldnt heal your sad about me and my own feeling. But, remember, times would recorded our wishing, send to sky, and go back to earth in different way. Well, i could be anywhere and belong's to you ever. Just two of Us. Wherever your soul are been formed into star, stone, land,flowers, and might be formed being my heart. No one knows....

Puisi Kesedihan

Aku melihat cahaya rembulan
Menyusup di sela kemilau rambutmu
Yang tertiup di angin malam

Senjaku datang dan kuberharap helaian rambutmu ada di elusan tanganku
Angin tersesat di penantian malam
Melintasi jejak siang yang tertinggal
Kuingin meraihmu sejenak dalam bayangan kabutku

Aku tahu hidupku tidak akan panjang
Untuk bisa menikmati patahan senyum kesedihanmu
Tentang cinta sejati yang telah terkubur bersama prahara masa lalumu