Take Me To The Top by Loverboy

Dedicate this song for the lovers: ^_~

What do you think the chances are
We're gonna' make it together?

Here's callin' your name
'Cause I have to do the things I have to do.

Chorus 1

What's a poor boy to do when he's fallen in love with you?
Help me make it through the night.
Everything's gonna' be alright.

Yeah...

Come to me deep in the night
Look at you, I feel alright
Crazy little things you do
Make me wanna' be with you tonight

Ooh...

Chorus 1

Chorus 2

You take me to the top
You take me to the top
You take me to the top
Yes you take me...
You take me to the
You take me to the
You take me to the top...

(Bridge)

Just give me your hand
Hold it out
Close your eyes
Move up close to me

Just talk to me in the tone of voice
You really don't leave me any choice you see...

Chorus 1

Chorus 2

(Instrumental)

Just let me lay my hands on you
That's the thing I wanna' do
Wanna' spend some time alone
Give me a chance and I'll take ya' home...

Lost in Your Eyes

I get lost, in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And that's what I know
Cause when I'm lost
I can't let go

(Chorus)
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When (and) I'm lost in your eyes

I just felt
Don't know why
Something is there
We can't deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you
And if I
Can't find my way
If salvation
Seems miles away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes

(Repeat Chorus)

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost
In your eyes.

So Tonight That I Might See

One of most beautiful lyrics that I've ever listened in my life. From Mazzy Star.

come up crash with the muses fells dust into ash
Come so close that I might see the light inside me, I might see
Let me hold you tight and arms tight and arms you lost your chance
Come so close that I might see the crash of light come down on me
With good luck Ill find the dark, stop me now
Find me to your heart
Let me hold you tight like rain and sunshine on a rainy day
See the lights
Come so close that I might see, see the light come down on me
Searching like the fresh goes by small like wind refuse to die
Free me now so I can see the taste of wind who lock me
Does the wind indeed like me
Does the wind indeed like me
With good luck I find the dark stop me now
Find me to your heart
Let me hold you tight like rain and sunshine on a rainy day
Let me hold you tight and arms tight and arms you lost your chance
Come so close that I might see the crash of light come down on me
The crash of light come down on me
The crash of light come down on me
Let me hold you tight and arms tight and arms you lost your chance
Come so close that I might see the crash of light come down on me
With spin luck Ill find the dark stop me now find me to your heart
The crash of light come down on me
So tonight the crash goes by
Small like wind and refuse to die
The crash of light come down on me
Come so close that I might see, see the light come down on me
I hold you tight like rain
Sunshine on a rainy day
Sunshine on a rainy day

Then Finally..........

They've been stumbled upon their own action. They were perceived that others would aware but it did not happened. Obviously, They intend to hurt somebody else within their most beautiful deceive but God has know everything. The key of their lies beneath the true comes up by honesty of LIFE. Where could be the greatest would come over to them?

Searching truth in this blessed month do not make you will born like a saint. Too many wise men sinking into fake surface. Their mind not order the truth unless to gather trust from other people. They were praying but their heart AGAINTS it.

And Then Finally when all our actions would be asking to take a responsibilty. Nor your mouth neither your eyes could tell anything but the truth. When your mouth lies then suddenly your heart screaming out and spread how many painful from your mouth did hurt to someone else. Did you know, we're all one in order what universe build for?

Secrecy would be revealed, said and done would be roaring out, and fears come closer like the water falls turn out from its source. The singularity of this month that it would shaking you to be an honesty person at least to yourself. You don't have semblance even with your twins. You'all in one but separated by your action.

Welcome to Ramadhan and I'm thanked to some close friends that aware about it. ^_^

So-So

Let's go play the beautiful pain, a such certain witty of deliberate extend. I may come joined with several ways for been so patience to those darn people. Which places do you choose, hi The Nitro Man??? Could you replaced your alter ego and we can share a moment for a while? Oh yes, we knew how to punch the lines and doing some acting to being a demagoge, hohoho...*^_^*

Hmmm,it might be sounds cool when we decide to go to surprise mankind with our cutest joke. Kill their heart so bad then putting it on our back, because So-So, we'll be much better than before after all. We've been lied to many people for what we wanted to be consider and united for jealousy of the beauty of heart.

Ugh...So-So...where I've been so far on this earth? Wherever I turned around my face, Only I can see blurry views so lead me to somewhere and Oh,,,So-So...I'll be fine after all. tearing up the trusty and rattle off it. You won't cared that, I'm surely, because you're the Nitro man, who has a heart builded from the dust of hell and wearing skin from the hatred. So-so...I'll be missing you, The Nitro Man..whenever you turn back that you would see my darkest overshadow on you. Beware... there will be No Mercy at all.




Dedicated to all heroes who sacrificed their life for Indonesian Independence Day

The Moment of Truth

Dear Life,
Wait me for a second
I looked back in years I grew Up
Standing aside close to the future
I really wanted to overview every single moment that I had before

Dear Past
Would you like to catch me through in the moment?
When everything seem pure and honesty
And an adolences just step to move forward

Dear Present
Can you wait me in the sideline of my journey?
I need to get back for a while and gather pieces of my heart
that I forgot to put into the right place

Dear Future
I will go there with you whether is right or wrong steps that I choose
Because the only thing that guide me in the darkness long road is my faith

The Moment of Truth
Makassar, July, '08
By (~~W-Dee~~)

Cirque de Soleil

Je marche à travers le soleil

Mon soleil d'avance sur l'arc-en-ciel

Extraction de moi à mes propres racines

Quand j'ai vu mon beau sourire personne étranger à moi
Je t'aime

toujours où et quand vous allez

si vous oubliez moi

lorsque vous séjournez au ciel





dédié à: mon père bien-aimé

No Primary Subject

I've just found this poetry in my collection's and I think I need to share with anyone who really believe in Oneness, The Truth, and also Longing. So, it means, this is the 3rd essays on this month. :D. Fuihhhh, finally.....

PS: I wrote this poem in December 3th, I started wrote essay's in May 3rd, and also this is the 3rd essay on this month. It wasn't on purpose way to design but I believe in number 3 has something important for me.

NOTE: Sorry, I did'nt translated into English because I thought It will loose the originally of the meaning's


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Adakah yang hilang saat sepi membawa kebencian?
seperti angin yang membawa hembusan kesedihan yang terantuk di penghujung
penggalah waktu

aku menanti gemericik embun pagi yang terjatuh di rangkaian dedaunan
saat suara sang penidur membisikkan rangkaian kata
aku merindu pada Adam yang terdampar jauh di seberang senja

Bilakah kerinduan insani ini akan bertaut?

Made in December, 3th, 2004, when Love was'nt easy for me at that time

Auguries of Innocence - William Blake

I've found this poem in an accidental way. It happened when I was watched "Tomb Raider" DVD and Lara Croft mentioned some part of William Blake's poetry to solve mistery of "All Seeing Eye" and bring her into "Illuminati" group which was her dad belongs to before.

In May, I was started written on my blog at 3th. And I finished this month to put Blake's poetry onto my blog. So, it means, I just have 2 blogs for this month. I hope it is somekind of a sign, a good sign.

PS: In memoriam for my "Beloved Daddy"
~Lost But Never Forgotten~

To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.

A robin redbreast in a cage
Puts all heaven in a rage.

A dove-house fill'd with doves and pigeons
Shudders hell thro' all its regions.
A dog starv'd at his master's gate
Predicts the ruin of the state.

A horse misused upon the road
Calls to heaven for human blood.
Each outcry of the hunted hare
A fibre from the brain does tear.

A skylark wounded in the wing,
A cherubim does cease to sing.
The game-cock clipt and arm'd for fight
Does the rising sun affright.

Every wolf's and lion's howl
Raises from hell a human soul.

The wild deer, wand'ring here and there,
Keeps the human soul from care.
The lamb misus'd breeds public strife,
And yet forgives the butcher's knife.

The bat that flits at close of eve
Has left the brain that won't believe.
The owl that calls upon the night
Speaks the unbeliever's fright.

He who shall hurt the little wren
Shall never be belov'd by men.
He who the ox to wrath has mov'd
Shall never be by woman lov'd.

The wanton boy that kills the fly
Shall feel the spider's enmity.
He who torments the chafer's sprite
Weaves a bower in endless night.

The caterpillar on the leaf
Repeats to thee thy mother's grief.
Kill not the moth nor butterfly,
For the last judgement draweth nigh.

He who shall train the horse to war
Shall never pass the polar bar.
The beggar's dog and widow's cat,
Feed them and thou wilt grow fat.

The gnat that sings his summer's song
Poison gets from slander's tongue.
The poison of the snake and newt
Is the sweat of envy's foot.

The poison of the honey bee
Is the artist's jealousy.

The prince's robes and beggar's rags
Are toadstools on the miser's bags.
A truth that's told with bad intent
Beats all the lies you can invent.

It is right it should be so;
Man was made for joy and woe;
And when this we rightly know,
Thro' the world we safely go.

Joy and woe are woven fine,
A clothing for the soul divine.
Under every grief and pine
Runs a joy with silken twine.

The babe is more than swaddling bands;
Every farmer understands.
Every tear from every eye
Becomes a babe in eternity;

This is caught by females bright,
And return'd to its own delight.
The bleat, the bark, bellow, and roar,
Are waves that beat on heaven's shore.

The babe that weeps the rod beneath
Writes revenge in realms of death.
The beggar's rags, fluttering in air,
Does to rags the heavens tear.

The soldier, arm'd with sword and gun,
Palsied strikes the summer's sun.
The poor man's farthing is worth more
Than all the gold on Afric's shore.

One mite wrung from the lab'rer's hands
Shall buy and sell the miser's lands;
Or, if protected from on high,
Does that whole nation sell and buy.

He who mocks the infant's faith
Shall be mock'd in age and death.
He who shall teach the child to doubt
The rotting grave shall ne'er get out.

He who respects the infant's faith
Triumphs over hell and death.
The child's toys and the old man's reasons
Are the fruits of the two seasons.

The questioner, who sits so sly,
Shall never know how to reply.
He who replies to words of doubt
Doth put the light of knowledge out.

The strongest poison ever known
Came from Caesar's laurel crown.
Nought can deform the human race
Like to the armour's iron brace.

When gold and gems adorn the plow,
To peaceful arts shall envy bow.
A riddle, or the cricket's cry,
Is to doubt a fit reply.

The emmet's inch and eagle's mile
Make lame philosophy to smile.
He who doubts from what he sees
Will ne'er believe, do what you please.

If the sun and moon should doubt,
They'd immediately go out.
To be in a passion you good may do,
But no good if a passion is in you.

The whore and gambler, by the state
Licensed, build that nation's fate.
The harlot's cry from street to street
Shall weave old England's winding-sheet.

The winner's shout, the loser's curse,
Dance before dead England's hearse.

Every night and every morn
Some to misery are born,
Every morn and every night
Some are born to sweet delight.

Some are born to sweet delight,
Some are born to endless night.

We are led to believe a lie
When we see not thro' the eye,
Which was born in a night to perish in a night,
When the soul slept in beams of light.

God appears, and God is light,
To those poor souls who dwell in night;
But does a human form display
To those who dwell in realms of day.

The Obligation of You

No...do not....Interfering your life with a feeble justification circumtances
A whisperer from the darkness reversed so often
I would be so intense to it, remains me as i am only a human being
Please, no leave resentment anymore in any way
Intertwine would be a part of us

I've tried seemed in many ways who you are
I think I could sing a long serenade before night's fall
I won't say the obligation of YOU
I've only say the obligation of US

Ran...ran...ran..., so we could feel true things on this way
Your eyes knocking the door of dawn
I will looking at you in a far far away
And I will delight the moment You playing some kind of Your joy

No matter what seems bad moment comes and go, I will always thinking of You in my truest way as You said in a long long time before I see Your smile and be longing to Our Oneness.

Sounds of My Nature

Oh My Lord....
Secure me from this fallen of my strengthen. When i wish to reach out Your hand's please touch my heart with a gently since i felt this pain in many times without a cure.

Oh Love.....
You carried away my soul and never give it back in the normal. Should i crying begged on you, oh Love, to share just a little bit of mercy. Why people talked about decent, kindness, loyalty, and genuinely but after then they throw away all those words behind them? Are they that we called hypocrite?

Oh, Mother Earth.....
I kissed your land to show you how i wish you holding me and secure me from this long-long pain. I laid down and feel tired of keeping this and wish that genuinely will come and touching my empty heart. I do my prostration now and truly believe when you forgive you love and when you love God's light shines on you

O...Sancta Simplicitas !

O...Sancta Simplicitas !
Where is our society goes to? Why the madness take over controll of this world? And why all people became so silently? I lost my concious into profound liquid doleful mind and dreadful heart.

O...Sancta Simplicitas !
We walked on through the shimmering mesmerize of consequences. We light up and drawning piece by piece of the moment of truth. So, why we standing still in here? Will we waiting new enlightment then loose cover in our dignity?

O...Sancta Simplicitas !
I have afraid to be solemnly and being do so. Please, make room for human frailty and patience, for no one can live up to such high expectations.

O...Sancta Simplicitas !
Release the suffering rather than hide behind a facade.O...Sancta Simplicitas !,O...Sancta Simplicitas !, O...Sancta Simplicitas ! I bow to my Dearest Lover, who blowing my primary breathing into my spirit.

O...Sancta Simplicitas !

Fragile and Smile

Let's we take a breath for a while when fragile heart shadows our life. Never think to pull back from the way we are walking through. Sometimes, each day not always seems nice but at least we still have some air to inhale and exhale.

I always feel new day in each day. Sunshine day, smile of people, fresh of air, nice friends of mine, and good thoughts in everytime i woke up in the morning. Don't keep the promise that you will do surely one thing in tomorrow. Just say, "I hope i can doing better in tomorrow morning." Nothing surely in this life. You should know that.

Hmmmmm....i really like this air. I could see my smile featuring every leaf on the trees. I had found big changes in my mind and I am glad I found this time. Yet despite no one seeing now at least time has choose being in my side, so far.

Wow....where is the fragile goes by? I think, it hides somewhere and scary be back to the people who always fought for strenghten of heart. No so easy for first to be honest, but, since we keep on our mind there is always happiness even in bad times, I am surely we could passing through this moments with ONLY one WORD: SMILE

Sinking Into NOW and THEN

Crying if you want to pull out of your empty feeling. If you could, choose a dark corner of your room so you can't let people might say about your sadness or looking through in your innocent eyes. Or maybe, you can choose to declared your sadness then your feeling will be good. The choice in your hands.

But, let me tell you about my own thoughts. My suggestion, put behind your worrying about looking silly since we always worry about how to be good look in public. Being goofy, silly, or ugly that moments like these are rare, so bask in your happiness. I was on that moment that i was felt awful if people know i was crying. Or I was seem not proper for being looking good in circle of my friends.

But, time taught me that all my worried is not worthy with the values in my spirit. I saw some girls jumping from their chair when guys gave them compliments for their physical things. They, the guys, did it to me before and then I am realized, the compliment was old school kind for me, NOW and THEN.

So, better than waste time for bare compliment instead, we are ( girls )should have a dignity and kind hearted for searching true heart of men and reach them for genuine attitude and feel it that they are a part of we are. My advise for you, girls, some of them became are good, good, good friends and one of them will wins your heart. But becareful, some or mostly guys just pretending. Beware...!!!!

Big Shocking Wave

We are rallied over time to reach out what we called a hope. But, for in a long time we have been walking carried out the pain, what we would seems not particular anymore. Nor happiness neither painful, we are still stuck on same situation. We are, human kind, too have delicious desire to being a part of what we called materialism.

We have been contributing silliness and the mob will be plunging into the weird world. Gradually, we look alike a zombie and we run out of the right path. This is some stuff rolling our humanity and always thought we are the great from the others.

Ugh....let us think about our present on this earth. What mission we carry on and then normally lead us to abnormal life. The world getting worst and worst. We had killed our selves and make some dishes for dinner in purpose.

What about self deception? No more rooms for taking a breath even for a while. We are like show room of life and reverse of these kinds of what being live of life. IF we defense our selves in several damage morals, beware for other direction attack. We never sure about anything. Ignite fire can be one choice for last breath out.

The Unforgiven

Anger, hateness, greedy, are part of this world. No more cares for human being anymore. They' ve only pursuit for their own happiness and forgot the others need their hands to standing up. This song has deeply truly meaning about that and in very-very first time i have seen this video, i was crying because it's described about the hopeless of old man to reach his own goal untill his death. Here it's the lyrics and this song taken from album, ReLoad in 1997.Interesting that the length this song is 6:23, almost twice length from a normal song in common. This is the link from the video, http://youtube.com/watch?v=5cGvzApDZKI.

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New blood joins this earth
And quikly hes subdued
Through constant pain disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on hes known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will theyll take away

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never be
Never see
Wont see what might have been

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub the unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
Hes battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never be
Never see
Wont see what might have been

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub the unforgiven

You labeled me
Ill label you
So I dub the unforgiven

I Ching

Belated Day
Where is it starting?
A While thirsty occupied desire too fast

Where is the station that place we will going to go?
Did u see the undertaker in the line of a street?

Therewith flowers fell down like the tears that you never see before
The tale's story coming from the state that evil forgot to betrayed it

Please....Come visit my dreams for pointed out my willingness
Do you see me in other someone else? Changing my face? My behaviour or I am not who I am..!!!

What Camillo said in Winter's Tale, "You pay a great deal too dear for what's given freely"
Beseech you for what will taken the rest of happiness that you've got before

The sense of foolness, ere being the winner on you
What would it be? Disobey follower or lover and you will live forever

Yang 'Ku Tunggu

Lagu dari Anggun ini memberikan sebuah makna tentang penantian akan datangnya cinta sejati. Karena cinta sejati adalah sesuatu yang bersifat sublim dan kedalaman maknanya terkadang tak bisa dipahami oleh sebagian besar orang. Duhai, para pencinta, yakinlah akan cinta sejati dari dirimu karena suatu ketika belahan jiwamu akan datang memanggil meski engkau bersama dengan orang lain. Itulah CINTA..!!!


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Lelah kuberjalan menelusuri hari,
Menunggu sesuatu tuk melupakanmu,
Wajah-wajah telah datang dan telah pergi,
Tetap kusendiri dan merindukanmu...

Ku ingin mengerti,
Bahwa rasa itu bisa berhenti...

Yang aku tunggu,
Masih kucari,
Yang aku tunggu,
Tuk hilangkan rasa sepi
Akan aku tunggu,
Datangnya hari,
Ku kan menunggu,
Saatnya jatuh cinta lagi...

Kulihat wajahmu di bayang embun pagi,
Ku dengar suaramu dihembusan bayu,
Mungkinkah kembali hati yang telah pergi,
Mekarkah kembali bunga yang telah layu...

Kan ku coba mengerti,
Bahwa rasa itu bisa berganti...

Yang aku tunggu,
Masih kucari,
Yang aku tunggu,
Tuk hilangkan rasa sepi
Akan aku tunggu,
Datangnya hari,
Ku kan menunggu,
Saatnya jatuh cinta lagi...

Akan kutunggu,
Masih percaya,
Aku menunggu,
Rasa itu pasti kan tiba..
Tetap kutunggu,
Tak kan berhenti,
Ku kan menunggu...
Saatnya jatuh cinta lagi..

Jangan lepas lagi..jangan sampai hilang,
Nanti akan tiba,nanti pasti datang...

Ku kan menunggu....(dirimu,engkaulah seorang yang aku tunggu 2x )

Memoir of Sweet AngeLs

Starry oh Blink of The Night. Come join with me and Jumping into the sand of the greatest moment.

Oh... my LoveLy Friends...You Are stay always in my heart. Your eyes is my shining day, YOur Smile is my breathing, Your Careness is My Healing. How can I do without You?

I've seen Paradise between us. You'Re Flawless in My view. Chain me with Your Pure Love. Never Avoided my Reaching in Your Shoulder 'Cuz I can see Your anticipated action in me when I was feel Useless. You' Re an Hero foR on This Earth.

Storm Comes and You'Re standing beside me and Hold me with braveness. How Many People can do That way? However You'Re only Human Being. But For me, You are An Angel for me.

OOO. Starry oh....Blink of The Night. Share the warmness of Friendship all Around the world. With this, Nor Hater Neither Jealousy will come to People. No COmparing And Greedy to Have it that Love for Only one Person. Because Love is never so SelFish and Love is about Given and Achieved The Best things from human kind. They'Re That I Called My Sweet AngelS.


PS: Dedicated this for All my friendS That Always Stay with Me in my Bad Times. For Ron, thank you for keeping Me in the right way when storm comes and keeping Me Smile.

Purest of Heart

Friends is our treasure no matter what will happen, they always stay with us. No matter we live in other side of the world, friend always stay in our heart, our thoughts. And real friends which is that they can feel what other people cannot feel it, they sweep away our tears with gentle, and do not care if you are good or bad. They still beside you and support what you do. This is poem from my friend, Ron, and i am very delight he wrote proper poem with his genuine heart. He knew well when i was sad and always gave me good response even i was in bad mood.


There are, out there among us,
Those of good nature and grace
That embodies the best of our kind,
And give me hope for the human race

They can make us better people,
These people of character and resolve
By showing us what we can be,
And how we, too, can evolve

For these people are like walking,
Talking balls of pure sunshine
A wink or a smile from one, and
All your troubles can be put behind

That infectious positive attitude
Shines right through your skin
And before you know it,
You feel it coming from within

They are so nice all the time
It’s hard to believe they are for real
But you can know that they are
By the way that they make you feel

They are the purest of heart
Bearing no malice to any
Radiating such positive energy,
And touching the lives of many

Ron Fryer
3/23/08
Inspired by Widi (she is one)


PS: We are friend forever Ron,no one can change it.